Old post from an old blog of mine. Thought I would re-post.
Originally written October 05, 2013
Black Mold: How quickly it spreads right under your nose
I finally decided that it was time to clean the floor in my kitchen. My feet have been sticking to it for about 3 months now. Yuck! I don’t know why I let things that bother me go that long without attending to them. It just causes me stress and anxiety. Anyways, when I got my steamer ready to go I looked down below the bottom of my sink, and there it was, Black Mold I wanted to cry. I haven’t been feeling well the past few weeks, and now it all makes sense. The headaches, tiredness, shortness of breath, probably just an allergic reaction from the black mold. Well it just feels like the tip of the iceberg of problems I’ve been dealing with lately. The slow drip drip drip of my leaky sink over time has caused a nasty problem.
Black Mold: Procrastination
I’ve been letting a lot of things drip lately. The sticky floor has been driving me nuts, but it took a long time for it to make it to the top of the list of “priorities” running through my mind. The problem is that they are all always there. I cannot complete one thing before moving on to another. I just do a little here and a little there and it’s like removing a little black mold and not all of it – it just GROWS back! I just run around “putting out fires” as they say. Nothing ever seems to get accomplished. Finally all of the leaks have burst open and the flood waters are over my head. I always tend to bite off more than I can chew and thus my life has become toxic to me. So what do I do? Hmmm
Black Mold: Removal and Repair
The best thing with black mold is remove every last bit of it. So what should I do to get my life in order? I guess clean it all out and start over. Too many projects, too much clutter, too little time. Time to detox. I’ve been so unhappy lately. I am grateful and I know I am blessed, but there is this want for more more more. More ME. It has become like a black mold growing around my heart. God please cleanse my heart and refresh me. I need your help. Today my “Message from God” said this:
Today, Stephaney, we believe God wants you to know that …
when you expect nothing, you always receive a lot.
No matter how much you receive, if you expected even more, you will be disappointed.
No matter how little you receive, if you expected even less, you will be happy.
I’m not really sure how to take it. Should I never strive for more in my life? I guess I should learn to live with a little again. I can’t seem to keep up with a lot. Maybe if I can clear out the mold from my house and heart that would be a great step forward. Please be praying encouragement my way. Feeling dark right now. Tata for now. Another priority has taken this one’s spot.
God Bless –
Stephaney - Me Flying Free
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